Archive for May, 2005

Oh, rhinovirus. Where would we be without you.

Tuesday, May 31st, 2005

I have a fantastic idea for a million dollars: a cure for the common cold!

I’d buy one; I feel like hell.

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For feeling so crap, I sure got a lot done today.

My productivity and general feeling is ramping up daily. This is the start of something big. Baby, I can feel it.

I’m walking three inches above the ground today, with no particular reason at all.

This is the earliest I’ve posted a blog entry in who knows how long; I’m going to try to sleep off this flu and make my eyes stop watering so I can see the monitor again. Though my eyelids are sticking together I’m positive as hell.

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BTW, all those wondering why the LiveJournal RSS feed was broken … I have no freaking idea. The good news is that it suddenly righted itself and everyone got hit with a week and a half’s worth of entries all at once. An extra helping of Astrid, oh you lucky people.

Not just cash, CASH!

Tuesday, May 31st, 2005

Canada won the Miss Universe pageant tonight. I’m a little ashamed to know that. I guess I just find it really surprising; Canadians aren’t generally considered sexy I think.

I got a letter in the mail confirming my entry into a draw for $1,000,000 CASH from a magazine company. Whee! Excellent news, I can’t not enter a contest like that. I enclosed My Million Dollar Year stickers in the return envelope with my Official Prize Documents to cinch the decision making process.

I have something of a cold. I really, really need a good nights’ sleep.

I’ve been indexing a lot of footage lately, and I have to admit, it’s making me feel better about everything in general.

I believe in all of this. I think the fact that I’ve managed to make what essentially amounts to a desperate pipe dream into a full-time pursuit is pretty damn satisfying. I believe in possibilities, I believe that nothing but amazing things are on the horizon.

Burning the midnight oil.

Monday, May 30th, 2005

As soon as I’ve got this trailer done I’m going to investigate this BitTorrent business and make it available. As it seems now it’s going to be about six minutes (because that’s the length of Pink Floyd’s “Money” - I’m such a card. I actually thought for a long time about songs that were about money; the Flying Lizards’ “Money” and Pink Floyd were the two that kept coming up in my mind and the minds of the people I asked. I went with Pink Floyd because it’s got that great sound bit at the beginning and Roger Waters’s fantastic walking bassline. Don’t tell anyone but I’m the biggest Pink Floyd fan imaginable.)

I had made a short trailer before but I was really unhappy with it which is why it never saw the light of day. I’m sifting through a lot more footage this time, trying to make this one more wide-reaching.

Apparently the LiveJournal RSS feed is broken; no kids, I have no idea why, I only noticed today. Upon investigating it may or may not be something that just goes away eventually. You’ll just have to bookmark the blog page I guess.

The total at left is going up. The winds of change blowing once again.

How come the future has to take such a long, long time.

Saturday, May 28th, 2005

I remember once seeing a bunch of kids outside a Greatful Dead show (I believe it was after Jerry Garcia was dead but the rest of the band was still touring). There were about fifty people that didn’t have tickets, and they were all holding one hand above their head pointing up.

I asked the people I was with what they were doing with their hands up like that, and learned of the custom of “waiting for a miracle”, basically showing that you didn’t have a ticket in the hope that someone would have an extra and give you one.

A pretty amazing thing actually; I wonder how many of them got in.

I’ve been thinking about that a lot lately. Not the sitting around waiting for someone to give you something, but the act of being in need of a stroke of major luck and putting your hand up in the hope that you’ll catch one as they fly overhead if you just wait long enough.

Because really, you don’t get lucky by not showing that you need to be lucky, by doing something proactive and getting in the universe’s face and saying “Yo, a little help here.”

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Walked around today with a friend of mine I haven’t seen in a long time. Summer’s come to Toronto at last, which is a big event because it hasn’t been warm since November. It’s really easy to forget what warm weather feels like. But today there was no need for a jacket, it was threatening to rain but never quite got there, the rickshaws are out an about with their giant ads for 24 HOUR HOT OIL MASSAGE on the back, every patio packed, several strangers remarked to me how great it was that it was sunny and nice, even gas prices dropped despite it being a weekend.

The world seems to be conspiring to make everyone’s life a little less stressful and fun a little easier to have.

I hereby get the message. I’m really grateful that nothing lasts forever, because that means that the less fun times of stalling, stress and worry won’t either.

And maybe a nice chesterfield or an ottoman.

Saturday, May 28th, 2005

My brain is fried.

But I will have more T-shirts! Watch for the news soon. You heard me.

Slump shump.

Friday, May 27th, 2005

Today was stress, stress, stress.

Had an adventure getting a cable for my camera. I needed some $5 cable that’s really hard to find. I called a Radio Shack reasonably close to where I live, they assured me that yes, yes, they have it. So I trucked up there.

They didn’t, and the manager politely accused me of making up the phone call.

Fun!

So I called another place, they had it, and my new Radio Shack friend Tom put it under the counter so it would be there when I arrived. And it was! Excellent. Now I can get footage to and from my computer at an alarming rate.

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Filmed a whole bunch of stuff today. I may have a video trailer for this entire fiasco soon. Bit torrent, hurrah!

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Things have moved significantly today.

See, all I damn well needed was faith to get through the slump, and out the other side.